🌾 structure of chaos
Chaos [key-os] (n.)

defined as a state of utter confusion or disorder; a total lack of organization or order.

The word is often used in a somewhat negative way. As something that happens to one. No one ever yells “ah i am experiencing a lovely period of chaos at work/home”. As i think about it, chaos isn’t something exterior, it isn’t something that attacks you from outside. Chaos is born within ourselves. It is the effect of the overwhelming infinite amount of possibilities for multiple structures that we can’t seem to handle, as we are only given two hands and one brain. We simply can’t get a hold of all of this. Sometimes it seems like our subconscious is aware of this, what might result in a modest or bigger signal to the conscious. Which in turn suddenly realizes “all is too much, what a chaos”. As i look further into the definition of the word, i stumble upon the following: 

Chaos – the infinite space of formless matter supposed to have preceded the existence of the ordered universe.

I wouldn’t perse use the word chaos in a negative way. Chaos creates.